Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up (Official Lyric Video)



I just heard this song from a friend on facebook.
I can't tell how this spoke to me.
From a marriage stand point to a friend this song applies to everyone.
right now as I listen to it i have a few friends how have been on my mind and in my heart. Missing our time together and wishing some things could be different.
But to quote how i feel... you're always in my heart... even if you're not in my life.

To my one friend... I miss you.
Yeah ,I wonder how you are how could I not. But know this...
I will always be here if you need me. But at the same point I can't help to have a broken heart by the lack of your presents of you in my life.
Friendship is always a 2 way street, sometimes life has road blocks. It's doesn't mean I don't care it means I care more. I care to wait to see if a road will open. I hope one day you will see that.
I truly feel feel we both failed. But in this failure I will always still be here.

So in this new year I hope you all will learn something from my mistakes....
When something happens to a friendship and you both are wrong. Just look into each others heart and see what really lies there. Love.... I didn't.

peace out
leelee (fd)
<3

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Happy New Year!!!

I soooo need to update you all. But first I want to wish you all the very best this new year can bring.

For me it's all about looking (reflaxing) back at last year and putting my dreams in place for the new year.

I can tell you this must I really don't want to repeat some of the things I did last year....
So on that note I have to say I already did one... well it was a small set back on New Years day around 3pm.
I went out to walk the dog and when I came in to the house I turned around and pow... dizzy spell came on and I was down for the count. Yep I blacked out a little and I hit the hard wood floor. Len came running and I guess I was out of it cause I didn't reply right away and when I did come to I was worried I fell on the dog.
Winston is all of 3 pds and 9 oz. You have to know that the past 2 weeks or so my headaches are back and all day on new years day I had double vision and eating just wasn't high on my list of things. So I'm a betting kind of a girl... that my blood sugar was low and with my head pounding from pressure with my sinus this lead on to me being dizzy!! (yes I know I'm a dizzy dork any ways!!)
With that I think I can safely say that I can check off my of things I don't want to repeat cause I did it the first day of the year. I have only one way to go and that's up... RIGHT!!

My goal was to sit down and share a few of my favorite highlight from the year, I am going to do this on Thursday. Give my head a rest & my body. Needless to say I hit my knee and busied my left hip a little. Yes my head too... but I don't think I got a concussion.

So I hope your New Year's Day was eventful but not in a way like mine.

Here to you all in 2012 to find what makes you happy and may all your dream come true.
For me .... just to keep my two feet on the ground.

peace out
leelee
<3