My life...

As I sit here at my desk typing this blog I have one dog in my arms and another dog sleeping at me feet. I am waiting for the clock to tick down as I do a series of test on line for practice.

Yes you are right I'm going again tomorrow to pass my P/C law license. I feel so tried of it and yet I am still working hard at it, frustrated to say the least. What gets me is I scored in the 90's and yet I missed it the last 2 times by 1 question. (btw 91% of 22 questions... which means I missed one question) Like I said... MY LIFE! haha
Len asked me tonight if I was over studying.. my reply was no. I just don't care anymore. I want it over. Plain and simple.

If at first you don't succeed try try again.

peace out
leelee
<3

When the tough get going...

...I'll still keep pushing.
Yeah this week has been very crazy with HIGHS and lows.

And when I think I can't see though it all God gives me more. I think the one thing I learn each time I go though it is this...

• God will not give you more then you can handle.

I know this this to very true. I have loved and lost many times over and each time I get though it learning more of why it happen.

• It will build you up when times are down.

YEP!!! the have laugh more this week due to the crazy zany happenings. I feel I am so tried BUT not of smiling at the craziness. Character?!

• Which leads me to character building....

By now I feel beat up and I don't care. Plan and simple. But as tried as I'm from the lack of sleep and from working full time...still studying... running here and there. I feel stronger then I did a year ago.

I hope you understand I am not bitching or saying my life is harder. I'm just saying how happy I am with myself. Just that... happy. Nothing more or less. My life will move forward. I will wake up each day knowing the sun will shine and the rain will fall. And though it all I will laugh, smile and I might even cry.

BUT when I am done I will be just be me.

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  A person how loves my family
  


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  A girl that when I watch your child I am so blessed



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  A friend how is just so dang proud



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  And a girl at the end of the day is blessed by love

Life is hard enough and today on day 5 of 3 hours of sleep each night I feel as if I have slept a good 8 hrs last night. As the sun is shinning &the wind is blowing. I'm at work blogging to you and the dogs are sleeping at my feet I have this smirk on my face just knowing I will pass this test, I will sleep though the night, my friend will beat her cancer, and God will lift my load a little before he gives me more.
Happy hump day!! Much love to you all.

peace out

leelee <3

Happy 18th Birthday My Millie!!!!

Though the years...

you have grown

and gave this world we live in so much love and happiness.

As a daughter & niece

being funny

a great fan

My sweet 16 year old girl

who is a good sister and cousin

your smile

brightens up this family with laughter and love.

You are truly an amazing person.

Millie,
Your Grandma Millie is so proud of you and so am I.
I wish you you the very best in what this world has to offer you.
You have brought more joy to this aunt then you know.
Yes, as I write this i am crying cause I miss you so much and
I wish I could be with you on your special day.
But know you are never far from my heart and on my mind always.
I LOVE YOU MY SWEET MILLIE!!!
Always and forever,
Auntie Leelee <3

A look into my life...

with a few photos.

Jake with his Firewheel group at the St Pattys Day parade.

Some times I can't find Jake in the group So I just look for his shoes.

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Jake...
Gotta love the blue & yellow high tops!

Jake warming up before it starts.

High school soccer is back!

Sehome vs Bellingham

In the pouring rain.

Bellingham vs Mt Vernon.

Cold and what a clear night.


Bellingham vs Burlington.

I sure enjoy watching soccer. It does help to know some of the players. Jake (Moser) is
playing for Bellingham #18 this year. 2 years ago he played. Then his Jr year was in Spain.

Well more to come for sure.

Life is busy and well. I took my second part of my testing and didn't pass. So here are my standing....

1 test passed

1 test still needing to pass.

I missed it by 1 question....

1 QUESTION!!!!!!

peace out

leelee

<3

Simple...

short and to the point.

Have you ever been so over joyed in your life for the your family or friends.
I have and this weekend made it ever more so.
First I think I have the best friends ever!! No matter how we all are feeling (good or bad) we are there for each other. And then there are a few other friends I have that I might not say much to but just having the time with them is the best.

If its a meal in the morning...
A simple smile...
A sarcastic come back...
The giving of music/pictures...
or me giving them a haircut...

I am truly grateful for the love I have for them and what I get from them too.

I woke up today for the first time in a long time feeling happy and not wondering a lot of things.
Weird but happy for the way this one friend gave me a feeling of peace and happiness.

I want so much just to call or text you in big letters THANK YOU!!!!!
I want to do this with out any reason or going into a long detail of why.
You have brought peace back to me and right now this is very important to me.
I know now and then you read my blog.. So I'm hoping you will read between these lines on how important you are to me and most of all thank you for are friendship.

So like I said simple short and to the point....
Thank you...
even when I don't see you know that you are in my thoughts and daily I thank the good Lord for
a person like you in my life.
But I also have to say I miss you and I wish some things would never have changed. But in life if we don't change we don't grow.
You are growing and I'm glad I get to sit on the sidelines of your life.
Know I will always be here if you need me.

peace out
leelee <3