:(

The one thing I dislike in life is disappointing someone...
Yes, I know it happens but if I can stop it for happening I would prefer it.

Last night I had to call Jen & tell her that I couldn't spend the day with LJ... I started to feel achy all over & sick. Now normally it wouldn't matter. But he has his surgery Thursday. He can't get sick... This has to take place.

I just got off the phone with him & he told me he was a little scared. Not LJ.. he has never said that to me. It made my heart just ache more... I'm still not better & I can't see him. :(

So my friends say a prayer for LJ... my Jacob.

This week I was going to list & play my all time favorite songs for 2010. MY top 10... But today this one is for my LJ... Here's to you LJ I wish I was next to you & singing (rappin it) with you!!!