First all I do have one bit of sad news... I found out on Sat when I was Skyping with my cousin Lennie and his mum Martine that my 1st cousin Simone past away in 2007. That was Helen's cousin. So I was a bit sad cause on Friday I thought from what Len told me she was still alive.
It was so great to see them. Martine hasn't changed a bit. Still so beautiful as the last time I saw her. Lennie looks great too. I could see his mum in him too.
So with the list will follow are my feeling for today...
- rested
- work
- friends
- parties
- excitement
- music
- unsure
- unsettled
- notes
- waiting for the right time
- still waiting
a weird list of things i know.... But each word does bring a smile to me face for so many reason.
On a personal to Jake you are on your way home and I know you are feeling so many things right now. I can't even imagine.... I do want you to know that when you are ready call or text me. I do want to see you. I am a bit over the top at times but now I'm pulling back to give space & time for adjustment to set in. Know that I have missed you and glad you are back. I hope our year was everything you wanted.Enjoy your day everyone. Smile for what is going to happen and what be right in front of you. Life is funny... roll with it. It might not be what you want. You might have to wait for it and the rewards will be worth the wait.
peace out leelee <3
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