Continuances

There are some days I'm glad I wake up feeling so happy I could burst... Not sure if you have ever felt that way.

Let me explain...
1:13am
I couldn't sleep last night. So I went out to the couch popped on a movie and got on my phone (yeah FB..haha) and I had a message from a dear friend. WOW i just put a big smile on my face.

So I wrote a short reply back thanking them for the kind words and promise to sit down a email a longer letter to them soon.

2:33 am
Still awake watching a movie I just let my mind wonder and as I was thinking of my blessing...
(Last year to say the least I didn't feel this way at all.)
Yes I knew I am loved and I have an amazing family and friends. And My Len who has been wonderful though it all.
But it hit me.
What every ones life might be like if I was gone.
Or what if I did make some different discussions. OK let not go there but I am a realest at times and I do look at this. (Thank the Lord I am more of a dreamer.)
3:30am
I finally fell asleep and wake up at 5:30am. Time to get ready and start my day.

6:25am
Rechecked FB... another letter. Dang my day is even getting better.
off the Jen's to get the boys off to school. I had a small thing for Jake too!
The boy loves his mini donuts (powder ones) I have to say when I give them to him I got the biggest YES!!! I love these... THANK YOU!! (insert a big hug) and again it hit me I'm blessed.

• it's the little things in life


• knowing all of us are blessed by each other


• music


• Jam


• honesty


• lack of sleep


• the memories that are made each day


• smiling


• glad that I have made a difference in your life


• but most most of all I will never stop trying to be a better person and friend to you all I love you for standing by me although this last year and I might take a step back and fall. I hope you all will be there to help cause without you all in my life... I'm not leelee.

We all molded our self to how we want to be. And with all our loves ones we become better people too. If it's someones saying...

• it's all good


• really!!


• just roll with it


• don't worry be happy

OR

• glass half full


• the way we look at the world


• even the worst thing can turn to be the best thing in life


• learning by mistakes


• being stronger for those mistakes


• most of all forgiveness in each other cause that's what love is about

Why continuances... Cause today I'm smiling just as much as Monday. So thank you for reminding an old gal how lucky her life is and why it's "My life as leelee... I'm blessed!!"

<3