weekend wrap up

To say the least I didn't get a lot done this weekend.

• shopping... check
• cleaning... check

not much more then that. A few things got in the way. I started to feel sick again. Not sure i like being older and not shaking colds.
Winston on sat night got very sick. I woke up to Len saying "whats wrong" to the dog. All i saw was this little 4 pound dog walking across our bed and looking and acting like he had a seizure. He crawled up to my face/shoulder and was shaking and then he wanted to walk around. he looked drunk.
to took him to the door to see if he needed to go outside... Then he puked. poor thing. he looked at me like he was just about to die.
I picked him up and went back in the house. he was shaking again.
then he wanted to be held. then all of a sudden he got sick again. At this point Len is on line looking up signs of a seizure. Me holding my boy and hoping its nothing more the him eating something that didn't agree with him. Praying inside that's all it is.

Len takes Winston on walks at least 5 times a week. So maybe that's all it is. Grass.. maybe when they walked he ate grass....

So at this point it 1 in the morning and Winston is still in my arms snuggling tight in his favorite blanket. Me in bed sitting up and Len sitting next to me. I put the TV on know there is no way in hell i would be sleeping any time soon. Len fell asleep. Winston finally fell asleep... me sitting up looking at both of them. thinking to myself and hoping that nothing more was going to happen. Knowing that if we lost Winston Len would be sick over it. Yes, I would be too  but this little 4 pound wonder has brought so much joy to Len. That I think it would just put he over the edge.

So as I sat awake till 4:30ish in the morning hoping and praying to my Lord to heal this 4 pound wonder. Thinking and wondering how in the hell my life would be like again with out a dog.
:/

I fell asleep and at 8:30 jumped out of bed. not sure why I did. Got in a shower and waited to see if Winston would wake up better and yes he did.
So it must of been just an upset tummy. I will take him to the doc's and have him checked out.
Thank you God... 

Sun I didn't get much done I felt hung over from lack of sleep. I went in to town with Jen for a bit then came home watch a movie with Winston on my lap.
Now I'm in my scrap room thinking of my weekend and how this past week was a week of sadness....

• a friend is sick and the docs are not sure what direction they are going to take
• had a client and friend pass away
• talking things over with a friend on their wishes if something were to happen to them in the future
• seeing one of my best friends kids sick in the hospital

then one of my favorite quotes came to my mind.

• Real tears are not those that fall from your eyes & cover your face, but those that fall from your heart & cover your soul. 

as the night has wrapped up and i am planning a few things for the up coming week. I want to take a moment to say something to you all.

Take each day to  live it~love it. remember be kind to all those around you. Say thanks to those who do things for you not because they wanted to but because they love you and  DON"T ever take a friend for granted they might not be there tomorrow.  Far and near keep everyone in your heart, smile when you think of them. out of sight out of mind in my book is a cop out.... say you love me when you feel it. I do... I believe feeling what you feel at the moment, because it my never happen again.  
I will not live forever... I do feel my life will be shorter the yours. I am older and with that I want you all to know I love you and I am glad we have each other, I miss you when you are gone and I am happy when we see each other.

I know for me, my heart is a home with rooms. each of you fill it and have a place to live forever in it.


till the day I pass remember you are loved. you are never alone. you own my heart....



peace out 
leelee
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