where has the time gone....

I feel it's been forever since i posted a real update on my life.
( it has been like 5 months!)

So let see if i can get a few things updated for my few followers.

• Jake has finally gotten taller then me and now I'm the center of small jokes. (and i love it!)
• Jake is in 6th grade and I don't see get him off to school each morning. I have had mixed emotions on this for a few weeks and I find myself at least once a week missing your morning goodbys. (the side lean in for a hug and a thanks with an i love you see you tomorrow thing) 
• soccer is over for one Jake and the other Jake just started soccer. I love to watch this sport.
• over the summer we went to Europe. France Spain and Portugal. Hope to be post some pictures soon on our adventurers.
•  fell in love with France!
• i now want to move to France
• started back up walking. I want to do an 1/2 marathon soon. Hoping my left hip will not give me any more problems. 
• looking for a part time job. I miss traveling to see my friends and at the same time want to see more of this world we live in. 
• did i tell you i feel in love with France!
• Winston is loving his walks with Len or I. Yesterday we went 4 miles. I walk him on Saturdays when I so see LJ plays soccer.
• work is ok. i found out i dislike filing. I used to like it but now... dislike.
• I miss having a good cheese dinner with family. Not much fun with 2 people. more fun with 4 or more. 
• which now has me telling you again I miss France and I want to go back soon... 
• fell in love... (france) 
• painting in my scrap room again. Not sure I like it. will post pics when done. 
• NEED to finish Jake grad gift. (before he comes home for a visit) Jake is in collage in CA now. I hope he is having a great time in sunny Calif. (hint Mr. Moser... need address if you want you bday gift sent) :)

I think that's most of things going on. I tell you all the truth life has been very different for me in the last 6 months of my life.  Hard to explain it all in a post. I have had many days of emotion. I have felt lost and confused.  Seam at times I just don't know what to make of it. But it passes and then I feel better. Change is a funny thing. It comes in all different stages of life. Even at 52 I still want my mom to talk with and I miss my dad when we hug. Not having them around has been hard.

I think it's time to go home for a 3/4 day weekend just to sit with the family. I haven't been home in 2 years.

Well friends I hope to keep in better touch the second half of this year.

To Rita and family HELLO and I loved being with you all this summer. Thanks again.. I miss you all and we need to Skype soon.

To my SD friend... I hope all is well. Miss that smile of yours and send me your address. I hope collage is fun and you are doing well.

peace out
leelee 
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